Slog

2007-04-29T20:41:00.000-07:00

wow it's really hard to concentrate...

The closer I get to the finish line the more I want to stop and appreciate the roses.

...

roses are a pretty cool little flower.

Although they are quite cliched, they still manage to avoid being completely stripped of real meaning.

We tend to think of roses as individual units although they grow as thick and thorny bushes.

...

I'm sure I could make a metaphor here, but I just realized I'm procrastinating again. bah.

2007-04-26T18:29:00.000-07:00

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jneed sleep...

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asdfnd compasudter gaems...

adn saaex and moresasleep...

blajsrgh dieaaass/

2007-04-23T11:48:00.000-07:00

eeh... busy busy...

but *so* beautiful outside!

2007-04-05T17:20:00.000-07:00

Wooooo...

I've become waay too addicted to the internet.

I should... cut back... or something...

...

WHAT"S MY ANT-DRUG???

2007-04-02T20:08:00.000-07:00

Very busy, but I'm going to try and cut back a bit on internet time (hopefully?) and maket his pic nice and snazzy.

Woooo...

paying attention to time is like watching a bathtub drain out while you're still sitting in it.

2007-03-26T14:42:00.000-07:00

erg... for some reason I feel like everything is about to come crashing apart...

Things have gone too well for too long.

2007-03-22T15:35:00.000-07:00

I'm a lucky boy.

Starting July 5 I will be studying in Japan.

At a Japanese art school.

In Japanese.

Aaaall the way until December 15 rolls around.

wow.

...

My body is exhausted at the idea... but my brain is absolutely screaming with excitement.

2007-03-08T17:33:00.000-08:00

ah, just something I doodled out fast...

in other news...

yay.

spring break.

hee hee.

PLAY ME SOME DIABLO2 N' SHIT!!!!

2007-03-04T21:59:00.000-08:00

gah, sorry for going so long without updating...

haven't drawn much on the computer lately, most of it being in paint or in my sketchbook...

this combined with my laziness towards digitizing files...

...

yup...

I got into the second part of the semester exchange! So that's good...

um...

I could and should probably say more stuff, but honestly my poignancy with words doesn't make the total transition from mind to keyboard.

So... yup.

2007-02-19T09:43:00.000-08:00

Again, a picture that in no way feels finished to me.

To be truthful, actual sketching and making the foundation for a picture is alot more fun than finishing it up and making it look polished.

Oh well... that's what class is for.

2007-02-18T12:43:00.000-08:00

eh, this is a boring picture right now... hopefully I'll think of something to make it more interesting.

... oh, it's for a class...

2007-02-14T11:17:00.000-08:00

I love You veronica!

And to anyone and everone who reads this blog...

Happy Valentines day!

2007-02-08T21:44:00.000-08:00

wheew... feeling sorta high and dry at the moment...

Guess for no particular reason. Just a little overworked and underslept.

Though to be truthful I'm getting more sleep than usual. Still sick tho.

*edit*

WHY DO GIRLS SEEM TO PROGRESS SO MUCH FASTER AT ART????

seriously! I see at least TEN amazing young female artists to every ONE amazing young male artist!

GRAAR.

2007-02-05T16:52:00.000-08:00

This isn't finished yet... but it will be...

probably next week just cause I have so... much work... right now...

Um.

Oh! Expect more experimentation.

2007-02-04T08:23:00.000-08:00

A photoshopped drawin...

Yup yup.

Oh, if Jesus is reading this blog by any chance...

could I please pleeease get into the Japanese semester Exchange?

please?

2007-02-01T19:19:00.000-08:00

Still trying out different painterly aspects of photoshop...

and a lil picture from bennetonplay...

Been so busy lately... feel like I don't have time to think.

It's a good thing... though if this keeps up for like... twenty more years then my brain will probably implode.

Either that or I'll actually succeed at life.

hrm.

2007-01-30T22:57:00.000-08:00

Just trying out a more painterly aspect of photoshop...

Will probably try and work it into a more finished picture...

mmm... bop.

2007-01-29T13:52:00.000-08:00

Just trying out some different brushes in photoshop.

mm... yup!

2007-01-28T00:09:00.000-08:00

I reaaally hope that there's such a thing as free will.

Because it would suck if all our pleasure and pain was not a product, but rather a means to an end.

blah.

2007-01-25T22:44:00.000-08:00

holy jesus holy rock and roll... I'm actually updating once a day.

Bets on how long this will hold up? Eh?

2007-01-24T14:20:00.000-08:00

Hmmm...

little known fact...

the rain in spain does *NOT* fall mainly on the plain.

thankew.

2007-01-23T20:58:00.000-08:00

mm... I sorta liked it when sketching it, now I'm bored with it...

which, quite honestly isn't that suprising considering that this pose is a boring pose.

DAMN... I'm so close to not being lazy... so... close~!

2007-01-09T23:35:00.000-08:00

Sketchy lillith...

sketchy sketchy...

yay... school starts soon!

I had a truly amazing break.

Something that only makes me belive this semester is gonna rock my gold toed socks right offa my feet.

2007-01-07T15:39:00.000-08:00

Just for the record I *have* been drawing over the break, it's just that all of the drawings have been in my sketchbook...

and I don't have a scanner at home so I couldn't upload them.

...

But! I have been doing work on this here logo thingy, so I'll upload it instead...

yay.

2006-12-06T22:40:00.000-08:00

Goddamn it.

Just accidentally saved this picture into preview, COMPLETELY destroying the fifty or so layers that went into making it.

At least it didn't degrade the picture.

ARG! It's like losing the original painting and only having a photocopy left over!

...

well anyways, winter break coming up in less than a week, and I'm looking forwards to chillin out, maxin', relaxin' all
cool, An' all shootin some B-ball outside of the school.

yaaaay.

2006-11-27T18:29:00.000-08:00

edits, color, not done yet.

don't blame me, blame the settlers!

2006-11-20T15:28:00.000-08:00

did the line art and tweaked.

feel free to comment on things you'd want corrected.

It might help me out...

not that I'll necessarily do them if they're too hard.

haha.

I'll color soon.

2006-11-19T23:35:00.000-08:00

gah... it's late.

I'll finish this up later.

2006-11-06T20:44:00.000-08:00

ah, just did some coloring and some slight editing of this picture.

gonna do a portfolio review tomorrow to see if their are any jobs for me out there at my current skill level available at the student resource center here at pratt institute.

*pheeew*

oh yeah, and go check out this AWESOME comic. It's AWESOME.

http://www.blastwavecomic.com/index.php

2006-11-05T12:45:00.000-08:00

ah, just a small quick update today...

yup yup...

Hey, by the by... in order to fuel some creativity...

how about if some people throw some requests at me in the comment box?

*shrug*

can't hurt.

p.s. vuraqt3.14!

2006-10-26T21:05:00.000-07:00

sorry for not updating... my internet is all pirated and such, so it's not working more often than not...

also... surreal experience... about a half an hour ago me and some of my friends were sitting around watching futurama.

friend of mine gets a call, jumps to her feet, says someone was just shot out on the street and that she has to go to the security booth.

She then runs out.

Me and my friends sit there in stunned silence.

then awhile later I text her to find out what happened and she cheerily texts back that everything is fine.

gaaah...

2006-10-17T22:13:00.000-07:00

Weeellp... until I decide to scan in some of my doodles I guess I'll just upload some school work. The robot thing is still a sketch, and the other one was just a practice to show off that I can do certain things in Indesign...

more updates after the blackuweather forecast.

2006-10-12T09:59:00.000-07:00

Woow... it's a lil dusty in here...

Oh-Kay! Gonna start again with the uploadin. Maybe every once in a while even scan/take a picture of some of my classwork and put it up. I mean... if I'm hyper or something... cause I won't have the energy otherwise.

soo... here's a bit of some doodly stuff. Some of this stuff I even got to do for class! Namely the corpse flower and the old people in a line. also the q-tip thingy... The old people I did as a sketch for what I drew out again later.

Anywaaays. yeah. bookmark and jot down... caus I probably won't not not stop updating again soon maybe.

2006-08-18T21:43:00.000-07:00

Yay for school!

Pratt is going to commence with the awesomeness soon. And that makes me a happy boy.

Oh, and the picture above is a re-creation of Adam, the virul construct from the end (beginning?) of the new world.

Yupz!

I'm happy with my life and the many things that are contained within it.

2006-08-15T23:55:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CREATOR OF MY LIFE AND SOUUUL!

(mom)

LOOOVE YOUUUU!

2006-07-23T20:24:00.000-07:00

well... I *wanted* to do a background with this as well...

but then I remebered that I don't know how to draw backgrounds effectively.

haha.

In the future I will hopefully draw one. I hope.

In other news, v's a cutie.

2006-07-23T11:42:00.000-07:00

*grin* I'm dedicating this sunday to drawinz!

Oh yeah, go check out http://www.benettonplay.com/toys/doodle/

I mean... if you're cool.

If you're not cool you totally don't have to.

Finally talked to an old fried of mine last night on the interweb and found out that she's like one of the two or so people that still read this ridiculous blog...

Which is nice cause I thought both people were just me logging on from different computers...

Wonder is she still draws anymore... hrm...

And I made a new interweb buddy Shiro whose brains I will consume to gain ABSOLUTE DRAWING POWAAA!!!

but seriously, she's got teh skills. Check her out... http://homogenized-justice.deviantart.com/

Also, she might want to go to pratt... *grin* yay for artsy school...

2006-07-18T21:32:00.000-07:00

reaaally want to finish coloring tonight...

but...

too...
sleeaapppy.zz.z..zzzzzz

2006-07-14T02:31:00.000-07:00

like how this is turning out... but I really have to go to bed. 5:30 in the morn...

2006-07-14T01:18:00.000-07:00

gaaah! Want to draw... can't... find... time!

... subway doesn't count as real drawing...

2006-07-12T22:57:00.000-07:00

Mmm... I think the fumes and heat from the train make me draw faster or something. Churn these babies out.

Anyways... just a random musing.

Shane Glines. He does some cool stuff. Sexy, stylized, and he's worked his way into stardom (I mean... for a comic book artist. Yeah. A downtrodden race.)

But! I love finding guys like this. I mean, I've seen his work before, but I like digging a bit deeper and finding backstory...

makes the pictures make sense.

2006-07-12T14:19:00.000-07:00

Sooo... I've been drawing on my computer but I just don't feel like posting them. Too polished but not polished enough?

Anyways, these are drawings from my subway rides to and from work.

The guy on the left is just something I made up, the guy on the right is a recurring character I made up.

Yeeaup. Three more of these things will show up over the next few days.

2006-07-03T09:24:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday you Birthday Happy!

yay!

may you live to enjoy at *least* three or four more.

(p.s. subway doodles soon to come.)

2006-07-02T08:58:00.000-07:00

I'ma gonna update this picture.

Prolly.

2006-06-29T23:14:00.000-07:00

we all knew it.

2006-06-29T19:09:00.000-07:00

Pretty much my reaction in general.

2006-06-13T12:10:00.000-07:00

*Low ominous voice*

In a land...

without regular updates...

comes a hero...

who probably won't change a thing.

Steven Seagall *IS*...

"The Harry".

In this genre breaking new high budget action packed... thing... watch as the main character never enters the public eye.

Glory at never seeing him once. And that's a promise.

So tune in soon... For...

STUFF 3; Back for More!

2006-06-01T02:54:00.000-07:00

sorry bout the lack of updates...

suddenly I have like... a social life or something...

who knew?

haha... that should end when my internship starts.

Also... wsan't really feeling inspired.

Then I got inspired at five oclock in the morning.

It's now six... and I'm going to bed.

I'll finish this off later.

2006-05-21T21:35:00.000-07:00

ok... think I'm done. whatever. As long as I'm not getting paid I get to decide when I stop.

I did lots of yard work!

I cleared away things that hadn't moved for almost as long as I've been alive!

yay.

Sooo...

my place or yours?

(edit)

Many times during the course of our short fragile little lives we might become inclined to get a little full of ourselves, perhaps feel a bit smug. This is a very human trait, if it happens to you I am quite forgiving.

Happily for me however, I have found the antidote, at least for drawing anyways.

Deviantart.com

Simply by going to this site and browsing any of the sections that contain art items similiar to my own I am quickly reminded of just how far I have to go. (think mt. everest without the sherpa.)

BUT! In order to stop my little ego of air from brusing itself too heavily on the rocks below, I help to cushion its fall by looking back in time and remarking on the fact that I *have* in fact improved.

In this way I manage to bobble along, hopefully without getting too big of a head.

And so my dear three readers, I post a memory of the post today, of not so long ago. In fact, from eleventh grade.

I considered this one of my better pictures at the time.

2006-05-19T19:36:00.000-07:00

This image is not yet completed.

But I need to go to the country.

Be back sunday night!

2006-05-18T20:40:00.000-07:00

Ok!

had a nice few days of sleeep and gaaames...

Now to get a crackin'.

that's spelled K...R...A...C...K...E....N....

2006-05-08T11:25:00.000-07:00

I DONE DID IT YO!!!!

H'y has finished his last class and even made a little picture for all'yall to enjoy!

My summer class for the internship starts on the fifteenth, and life is more than good, It's Grrreat!

(voice must be imagined in the Tony the Tiger voice (done by Thurl Ravenscroft))

And now I'm going to start hunting all of ya down.

Rock.

2006-05-05T00:24:00.000-07:00

sooo... finals are rapidly drawing to a close over here...

*shrug* might as well put up some of them eh?

These two fine speci-maaans are from my drawing class.

Just to give you a sense of scale the smaller one (the horsey) is 40 inches by 60 inches. The one with the rhinos is... um... I forget. But it's bigger.

Anywhoo... good times.

2006-05-02T07:09:00.000-07:00

I'm in 4-D class right now.

This is finals week.

The animation above took waay long.

*shrug*

Harry out.

2006-04-25T14:50:00.000-07:00

Exasper the friendly little ghost!

cept he's not so friendly to your computer.

and he has like infinite powers.

yeah.

ouch.

That's why you should always hang up voodoo symbols of power aaaall around your computer!

2006-04-24T21:59:00.000-07:00

wow. totally should not have spent the time to draw this.

have other work to do.

...

I'm sleeeeepy!!!

2006-04-23T20:12:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIVER OF LIFE!!!!

I luuuuuuuvvvv youuuuuu!!!

...

(this picture illustrates how I have the hardest teachers in the world and they all actually want to eat my unborn babies.)

Um.

yeah.

Summer starts in two weeks!

check back now and then!

2006-04-18T14:31:00.000-07:00

just a lil' doodle I did during a break today as I slowly and happily roasted outside.

Anywho, less than four weeks for young Harris now, and as soon as summer break starts I'm going to go and drag back all the people that have completely stopped reading this site at the same time as I begin to update *far* more frequently.

Don't worry, I'm not updating for any of you, it's all for me me me.

(don't really know why you'd worry about something like that.)

So yeah. In a rare move, I'm going to say something about my personal life.

*ahem*

I'm pretty happy with where I am right now. I am glad there is limited drama. I wish I could get more sleep tho'.

-end of transmission-

2006-04-11T14:46:00.000-07:00

ohmygod I love BLOGS!!

not cause of this one.

and not really cause of anyone I know (haha... maybe I shouldn't say that aloud...)

but because it seems like all the classic comic GODS are making them!!!1!one!

here are two.

The person who made Bone!: http://stevehamaker.blogspot.com/ Holy crap!

The person who made Ren and Stimpy!: http://johnkstuff.blogspot.com/ Jeebus!!

I'm finding others and this blog is actually quite helpful for all your art blog finding needs: http://drawn.ca/

But I'm very happy about this.

Also!

Summer is so close I can TASTE IT. It tastes like...

...

something very tasty. You can help me with that if you so desire.

I'm full of happy restless energy. yay.

2006-04-08T20:39:00.000-07:00

rawk.

on.

I'm in!!

The wonderful beautiful people at Vertigo (a part of D.C. comics and the maker of fine graphic novels. Fiiine.) have said that they will have me on as their no pay, work all day, chew some hay, intern! Wai!

I'm not the sort of person to really get excited about too many things... but this excites me.

yeah. *down there*

haha, but seriously, I'm really happy.

Also I went to six flags while it poured and froze at the same time. Had a blast. No lines, lotso rides, good times.

Timateo, Malia, and Janelle were all there to witness the wonderful suffering. (the nitro *pushes* the raindrops into your face like ROCKS.)

And I apologize for not updating more. When summer starts I VVVIIILLL.

*smile*

2006-04-05T20:09:00.000-07:00

Hey.

Play nice.

Go criticize someone that's actually hurting people.

like GOD!!

haha.

cutting edge I know.

2006-04-03T22:13:00.000-07:00

this picture was very therapeutic to draw.

Hope ya'll have comfy beds.

And pillows.

2006-04-03T17:22:00.000-07:00

(not actually all that happy with this picture... just needed something to throw up. ja.)

So.

kiids.

I've decided that you've all been good enough to deserve a little treat.

it's a bit of a treat for me too actually.

hey, just cause I'm older doesn't mean I don't like treats occasionally.

I brought back comments!

I know, pretty cool eh?

but I'm warning you guys... no rough housing or I'm just gonna pack it up and return it to the store.

I've got the receipt right here.

2006-03-25T19:49:00.000-08:00

So.

I'm really really tired.

I think my foot (ankle) has a strange alien in it that is sucking away all my powaz.

*sigh*

I drawed this ting of the girl today.

I tried to color it... but the ankle sucker made the coloring job suck.

so.

no color for you.

(EDIT):

Cowabunga. Dude. WOOTZ.

2006-03-24T22:31:00.000-08:00

DA PICTURE BOVE IS FRUM WEBCOMIC = http://zebragirl.keenspot.com/ = I DRUW IT CUZ COMICZ GOOD

you should go and read this comic like it was made of water.

and you're really thirsty or just ate alot of peanut butter or something.

sooo anywaays... I relaxed TONZ over the break.

and cared for my poor twisted ankle. *weep*

and now I am fully of happy for the last SMSTER! of the school year.

man. six more weeks. woooeee. time doth fly.

2006-03-12T18:59:00.000-08:00

A short I did for 4-d! weee

So much fun!

I should probably add sound and color...

2006-03-07T21:08:00.000-08:00

2006-03-06T22:12:00.000-08:00

I'd say something...

but I won't.

2006-02-28T18:21:00.000-08:00

La dee da, a doodle I did in 4-D...

sorry about the lack of updates!

LOTSO WORK!!

loooove...

HARRY!

2006-02-15T05:45:00.000-08:00

hee...

valentines day was fun.

2006-02-10T21:00:00.000-08:00

Well there's a story behind this picture... but I can sum it up pretty adequetely by saying that as the new Charlie, my Angels have to have villians to fight. And fortunately for the ratings Pratt has such people as Caitlin.

So she's probably about to monologue here or something...

In other news... stilll siiickkk...

read this comic!!

http://wt.canadaka.net/index.php

tee hee... it's FUNNY DAMMIT!

and also... Valentines day is coming up!

I have something happy in store for you V.....

*mwa*

2006-02-10T10:00:00.000-08:00

Making arrangements at restaurants is an annoying business.

Oh well. At least you get rewarded with good food.

In other news, V is off at band camp for the weekend, I've got homework to do, and it's gonna start snowing (supposedly).

My sick-iness is fading... but I still feel less energized than normal.

aand...

yeah.

2006-02-09T10:13:00.000-08:00

Yaaay... finished my resume up for VERTIGO and got it sent into papa, where hopefully he will pluck his connection strings and maybe (hopefully) I'll be interning for those fine folks this summer.

(The picture of Morphius is actually a tracing I did of another picture I found... but mines happy!)

In other news... I'm sick. Sick sick sick.

so I'm gonna try and take it easy this week... and hopefully I'll recover in time for whatever momentous occasion is coming up over the next few days.

And of course I'm wishing for your speedy recovery as well.

2006-02-08T05:50:00.000-08:00

Yeaah...

so I'm going to the MET today...

with Beerman and friends.

My bed is very comfy...

and I like to sleep in it.

Do you think I should put back comments...

into this blog?

*ponder*

2006-02-07T14:06:00.000-08:00

Oh my god, I am sooo sorry!

I think my watch must be a little slow or something cause... is that the time?

seriously?

Oh man, my bad.

Also, like, my alarm clock didn't go off, and then the train was late...

did I tell you that some of my friends have been having lots of issues lately?

Well.

um.

have you been waiting long?

well... at least you got a chance to take a breather and grab a bite to eat eh?

eeh?

no?

Well in any case, I'm really very sorry. Really.

Um... still want to look at some pictures?

And um... I guess going back to my place later is out of the question huh?

2006-01-07T21:10:00.000-08:00

Just a little picture inspired by my most awesome Warner Bros. Character Design Manual I got for christmas.

Tee hee...

and no, he is not a looney tune.

I'll be posting another update for longer running drawn pic one post below this one tonight as well.

And remember kids.

Do what is necessary.

Always flush.

2006-01-06T23:57:00.000-08:00

A picture I just made tonight and that I'm actually working on until it is completed.

It's just that I reaally haven't done that in too long.

Sketches and doodles are fine and dandy... but everyonce in a while it's good to get things done completely.

YOU KNOW?

so.

I will just re-upload this pic as it gets edited, completed, and churned out.

*Grin*

Edit- second draft now

2006-01-06T01:03:00.000-08:00

eesh... you ever have a moment where you're just wandering along... la dee da daa...

when suddenly a huge sledge hammer of reality hits you fill force in your solar plexus?

cha.

So I'm getting ready for bed... but first! Let's go take a look at those talented (but older, always older) artists over at Deviantart.com!

Oh lookie here~!

I've never looked into the comic section before... and OooOOoo!

some new cool artists!

So I begin to browse through these really fantastic, and some less fantastic, artists, just happily thinking to myself how they have more experience, how they've really worked at it over a long period of time...

when I find this REALLY REALLY good cartoonist.

I mean... she's got motion, character design, technical skills, the whole shebang. And it's not a copy of other people's work either see?

It has this really unique look and feel to it.

Wow I think... one day I hope to be this good...

and then I see it.

She's younger than me. She's sixteen... and she's... so so good.

Easily my superior in EVERY SINGLE WAY when it comes to drawing in a cartoony, anime influenced style.

by a million times.

And then it hits me.

She talks about how she's spent like 12 hours on this one.... 6 hours over here... a few WEEKS on a new piece...

All my most recent drawings and cartoons have all been under three hours...

Now... sure sure... I have my excuses...

I have classes, and homework, on normal school days all day long four days of the week.

no time then.

friday and saturday I see Veronica.

no time then.

sunday I work all day.

so no time then.

but it's still unacceptable.

Completely ridiculous.

so. FUCK THIS SHIT.

I love doodling. I will keep doodling. But If some sixteen year old can make drawings that at my current rate I won't make for something like EIGHT MORE YEARS... I *Really* need to get on the ball.

Screw having a life.

I need to start drawing way. Way. WAY. more.

2006-01-05T23:05:00.000-08:00

RoaAr!

For those of you that actually checked this site over the holiday...

I'm sorry!

couldn't update cause my computer was in the shop for repairs, my scanner was back at pratt, and my camera had to be fixed.

God conspired to keep me from putting any pictures online.

But in any case... I'm having a FANTASTIC break.

*Grin* And I believe I'll be fully charged by the time classes roll around again.

with Duracell™ Alkaline batteries!

They just keep on going!®

2005-12-25T20:47:00.000-08:00

The future is NOW.

*grin*

well I had a good christmas...

nice stuff, good family food... very relaxing.

sadly my big gift doesn't work... but I'll take it back to the store and they should give me a new one.

a new ATI RADEON X800 XT MAC EDITION GRAPHICS CARD WITH 256 MB DDR3 RAAAAAAM!!!!!

*pheew*

yeah... too bad about it not working tho'.

2005-12-23T17:07:00.000-08:00

Pappan!

Hahahaha....

have a merry Chrisbday all you Chrisbday worshippers!

for everyone else... enjoy yourself double as much at least!

2005-12-19T11:04:00.000-08:00

The tree at my house is PRETTY!

looking forwards to seeing my dear dear friends who are probably all flocking back into the city right about now...

and the people from friends too. I should probably get around to seeing some of them as well.

*grin*

lurve.

2005-12-16T12:08:00.000-08:00

I'm... done...

and now I'm COMPLETELY free for one whole month.

tee hee...

2005-12-12T08:59:00.000-08:00

eesh... got just over an hour of sleep last night.

and the week has just begun.

...

dun dun duuuuuuun!

(time for a nap.)

2005-12-08T17:14:00.000-08:00

woot!

My drawing review wasn't all that bad!

Felt like I learned a bit bout my art... good stuff.

anywhoo... the giant snake of finals is about to be SMACKED DOWN.

thas right.

2005-12-07T09:50:00.000-08:00

Would you choose to make yourself happy at the expense of the world?

Or would you make the world happy at your own expense?

and nobody would know about it either way.

Now I know what you WANT to say.

But seriously.

you and I both know that it'd be a lie.

2005-12-05T23:25:00.000-08:00

I'd love to live forever except that'd hurt so bad.

Why is it that the best things in life are always the hardest?

like living?

Haha... work.

zzzz...

2005-12-03T22:54:00.000-08:00

Sometimes you just have to grab life by it's huge gnarly horns and hang on.

That and get some sleep.

2005-12-03T18:13:00.000-08:00

Sometimes the answer will never be right, but hopefully it won't be wrong either.

Finals are coming up. Actually they're so close that the shadows of their wings fall across my keyboard as I type.

But there is a pleasant buzz of homework in the air.

So that's nice.

Aaaand...

still sick. still tired. still truckin'.

you all keep truckin' too.

2005-11-30T21:17:00.000-08:00

tee hee...

just poking around with different styles.

Hmm hm hmmmm... finals are coming up.

But I think I'm good.

to go.

so to speak.

then a month. long. break.

*and the crowd goes wild*

2005-11-28T21:13:00.000-08:00

Last night I had a dream in which I met I met around seven (could have been five) people.

In this dream people like myself where a part of this world. We had been born here, and we would die here.

But the seven that I met were not of this world. They weren't even from this plane of existance.

Rather each one of them was infinite power, energy, potential.

Infinite.

And they had decided to help the people of earth for awhile.

The leader of this group was a young lady that looked to be mid twenties.

Good looking, confident, and a wonderful leader.

Except that I remember when she saved a young boy from drowning by having a tremendously beautiful tree grow up from underneath him...

all the apples in the tree were rotting, and maggots were spilling from them.

It was sad, because I could see that she was dying from the inside, that her power was eating her, but I couldn't say anything.

what was also interesting was that the boy that she saved... he didn't want to be saved by her.

He rejected her.

Rather a young man in the group saved him by talking to him. By letting him save himself so to speak.

The leader was very confused by this.

Can't say I blame her.

2005-11-28T12:59:00.000-08:00

blah...

I feel sick.

throat is achy...

this picture symbolizes that.

...

shutupitdoes.

2005-11-27T18:26:00.000-08:00

Just trying out some new things in photoshop...

Bet it'd get cold up there.

hope you all ate lots of turkey and such!

back to life.

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2005-11-22T14:42:00.000-08:00

Who can tell what demons live inside their mind, heart, and soul?

Not me!!

HAHA.

BY THE WAY VERONICA.

I haven't even seen your haircut yet.

And I know I will love it.

So ha.

2005-11-16T23:18:00.000-08:00

Mr. Beerman liked my color piece today!

I am filled with a desire for color now!

... it'll probably wear off fairly fast.

but still!

*Grin*

I'm confused about life, reality, sanity, and imagination.

But I do love V.

and she loves me.

And that makes me feel alot safer somehow.

2005-11-14T23:15:00.000-08:00

My ultimate desire is to achieve understanding.

Of anything.

2005-11-13T22:22:00.000-08:00

And we begin again... weekwise that is.

Had a nice long talk with V that eventually shifted gears into the philisophical state of being.

This drawing sorta grew out of the thoughts that sloshed inside of my head because of that talk.

(if you really *have* to know, it had to do with how I sorta thought that the body is a prison for the brain, which is in turn a prison for the self. Don't ask how the picture relates. Not done yet.)

Anywho...

Life is good. Even if I can't stop but help and think about things I'd rather not.

I've been thinking about Samantha Levinson alot lately.

2005-11-10T16:06:00.000-08:00

I have lots of crushed charcoal everywhere!

Yaaay!

*EXTRA*

Special supplementary thingy for today!

... creeepy.

2005-11-07T19:22:00.000-08:00

Hoo boy... I have some crazy friends here at Pratt.

In any case... proffered here are some doodles from 3-D.

Worked my ASS off to make a two-ply exterior shell for a plaster mold...

and then a few hours later I shredded it to bits to get to the plaster underneath.

oh well... it came out nice in any case.

...

You know.

I'm very happy right now.

*grin*

And all those responsible for it should know.

2005-11-06T22:13:00.000-08:00

yay I am finished with TEH homeWORK.

And I only had to spend um... round twelve hours to do so! Yay!

I reward myself by drawing an angry little boy.

then I sleep.