tee hee...

just poking around with different styles.

Hmm hm hmmmm... finals are coming up.

But I think I'm good.

to go.

so to speak.

then a month. long. break.

*and the crowd goes wild*

Last night I had a dream in which I met I met around seven (could have been five) people.

In this dream people like myself where a part of this world. We had been born here, and we would die here.

But the seven that I met were not of this world. They weren't even from this plane of existance.

Rather each one of them was infinite power, energy, potential.

Infinite.

And they had decided to help the people of earth for awhile.

The leader of this group was a young lady that looked to be mid twenties.

Good looking, confident, and a wonderful leader.

Except that I remember when she saved a young boy from drowning by having a tremendously beautiful tree grow up from underneath him...

all the apples in the tree were rotting, and maggots were spilling from them.

It was sad, because I could see that she was dying from the inside, that her power was eating her, but I couldn't say anything.

what was also interesting was that the boy that she saved... he didn't want to be saved by her.

He rejected her.

Rather a young man in the group saved him by talking to him. By letting him save himself so to speak.

The leader was very confused by this.

Can't say I blame her.

blah...

I feel sick.

throat is achy...

this picture symbolizes that.

...

shutupitdoes.

Just trying out some new things in photoshop...

Bet it'd get cold up there.

hope you all ate lots of turkey and such!

back to life.

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Who can tell what demons live inside their mind, heart, and soul?

Not me!!

HAHA.

BY THE WAY VERONICA.

I haven't even seen your haircut yet.

And I know I will love it.

So ha.

Mr. Beerman liked my color piece today!

I am filled with a desire for color now!

... it'll probably wear off fairly fast.

but still!

*Grin*

I'm confused about life, reality, sanity, and imagination.

But I do love V.

and she loves me.

And that makes me feel alot safer somehow.

My ultimate desire is to achieve understanding.

Of anything.

And we begin again... weekwise that is.

Had a nice long talk with V that eventually shifted gears into the philisophical state of being.

This drawing sorta grew out of the thoughts that sloshed inside of my head because of that talk.

(if you really *have* to know, it had to do with how I sorta thought that the body is a prison for the brain, which is in turn a prison for the self. Don't ask how the picture relates. Not done yet.)

Anywho...

Life is good. Even if I can't stop but help and think about things I'd rather not.

I've been thinking about Samantha Levinson alot lately.

I have lots of crushed charcoal everywhere!

Yaaay!

*EXTRA*

Special supplementary thingy for today!




... creeepy.

Hoo boy... I have some crazy friends here at Pratt.

In any case... proffered here are some doodles from 3-D.

Worked my ASS off to make a two-ply exterior shell for a plaster mold...

and then a few hours later I shredded it to bits to get to the plaster underneath.

oh well... it came out nice in any case.

...

You know.

I'm very happy right now.

*grin*

And all those responsible for it should know.

yay I am finished with TEH homeWORK.

And I only had to spend um... round twelve hours to do so! Yay!

I reward myself by drawing an angry little boy.

then I sleep.

My god I'm EXHAUSTED!!!

My thursday class is my shortest class (goes from 9-4) but it still manages to drag out unto infinity...

And I kept falling asleep over and over and over again... dreams intweaving into reality.

I apologized in the end, but since my teacher seems to like me for some reason (I honestly I have no idea why) he just laughed and let it go.

And now to go and hang with old friends, new friends, and a girlfriend.

(p.s. the sketch above is a quick drawing from class today. Hehe... didn't get all the proportions right... but I do like it because it is both cute and creepy.)

You know... I honestly think my brain has completely seperated into different chunks over the course of my life.

I was having a really in depth conversation with veronica about all sorts of things earlier... while I was drawing this picture.

My hand was functioning on a compleeetely diffrent level than my brain.

Yay!

And... um... life's pretty good.

working harder than I ever have before...

but it's sort of like carrying a beautiful girl in your arms.

She might get heavy after awhile... but it's not like you seriously want to gripe about it. hehe.